Excited for the Future!
I love this weather! No let me correct that I really really love this weather!
I got Trump’s new book Friday night and by noon on Saturday I had read it, what a great book. I think the reason I could not put it down is because I am so excited right now about some things going on at Horizon that I am involved in. I can’t say what yet but they are going to be great. Also I am excited because for the first time in a long time I feel involved in something so much bigger than myself and I am so looking forward to the future. I have never done things for money but for the challenge of doing it and I think there are some great challenges ahead that when finished are going to be only another beginning. For so much of the last two years I had the horrible feeling of thinking that my life had peaked at age 26 and now I know that where I was then is not even close to where I am going now. However this time I am going with Jesus and while I know that this means I am not in control of things, a thought that use to terrify me, I am relaxed and excited because I know that He is with me and will be there guiding things at all times.
A friend at work asked me this morning why I got in so early and the reason is because I am so excited for the first time in a long time of all the possibilities that this day has to offer. Obviously there will be some rough times ahead, one being tomorrow because I have some health issues that need to be worked out and I have to give blood (I hate needles) then get another test done this week, but I am going to try to not worry about it anymore. You notice I said try but I know with the help of my friends I can accomplish this.
I guess the biggest thing that has me excited is an idea that is still in the early stages and needs to be thought out but I really am beginning to think it is God’s vision for me. Of course I have thought other things were to but they turned out not to be and this could to but right now I don’t think so. I have been trying for the last year to figure out why God put Joy, Dan, Alicia, Leslie, and everyone else at Horizon into my life and over the last week as I finally made the decision to leave politics I think I am beginning to figure it out. I am happiest when I am working on things with my friends and I believe that God has a plan for me and I believe that in it he would want me to be happy so I think a project with my friends only makes sense, I guess we will see if this is God’s plan for me or if He has something else in store that all of this is only a part of. I can’t wait to find out.
I wanted to right this down becuase I was always told that when you have goals you should right them down and share them with friends which are the people reading this blog. When I was 19 I had goals a lot of which I attained by my mid 20’s but this time I have one goal and it will be my hardest challenge yet but when it is accomplished it will be better than anything in the world. My goal is to submit myself to what God has planned for me and to accomplish it. Where this goal takes me who knows but at least this time I know to ask for help from God to help me to get there. There will be ups and downs but that is the fun of the challenge.