the fast
The fast has ended. It was just what I needed to slow down and simplify some things. I also spent a good deal of time sutudying the teachings of a Messianic rabbi that is a friend of a friend. Wow! I’ve been expanded! Harvey’s teachings give me so much to think about, and they make sense of so many things Jesus said and did. (I think it was John Wimber that said every three years we should forget everything we’ve learned about the Bible/God/Jesus, and start over fresh with no preconceived ideas.)
Re-entry, though, has been a bit rough. I want my solitude back; I’m jealous for it. (I realized on the way home from D.C. today that I haven’t really taken the time to enjoy the beauty all around me.) Already others have been allowed to dictate my priorities, and my schedule.
I used to guard my time. I need to do that again…to decide what’s really important and put my energies there. Not do things just because I can. To step back and let go. ( Mothers usually have a hard time with that one….)